Reincarnated Witchcraft: November 2005

..Michelle Branch..

Finaly the weekend... So spending time listening to song's asusual.Thought of listening to the song's which i used to when i was 11 . :) ... used to hear alot of michelle branch,Find her to be pretty sensible in her music. She's got a good polished voice.catchy tunes... specially 'goodbye to you' from her album 'michelle branch' The acoustic version is beautiful...so im listening to that now... pretty good from her side.Oh yea and i used to just love the track 'are you happy now' when i was 12.. haha! friends use to make fun of that.. Blaah! dont think she has much of a fan following... anyways here are the lyrics of 'goodbye to you' and i just love her hair :D!

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to youGoodbye
to everything I thought
I knewYou were the one
I loved .The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the lightBut it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knewYou were the one
I lovedThe one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and
I want what's mine
I want youBut I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

sad

Heyo :( !! :@
I broke my guitar's B string while tuning it, and can yall believe it! It was my favourite one :(!!
waaahhh! Second time that to!! I feel so weird without it .. cant play the guitar till i get the new one.. Gosh its gonna take around 2-3 days! 2-3 DAYS :! omg!!! cant believe thiS! i actually live! by playing guitar and owannnnnnn! gosh right now im so damn sad :(!! and i felt like recording some covers.. cant even do that!! i feel all alone .. No im not exaggerating... !!! i want it back..
okay now im sorta angry! WHy the hell was it supposed to be ME?!?!? couldnt any other crap take place ?!?!?! why my guitar!?!?!? *sigh* anyways, thats sorta okay *bangs head on the wall*
My class assembly is on the 28th of december, so by then ill even get my string back. And now im listening to the dreadful sad song's which match with the situtaion.... guess ill just go and lie down now.. Sigh... whoever reads this please pray for me .... Yea i know i know im acting funny! but waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
adios and
-keep crapping!:(

Life

Cut out from the frame of day
stuck on the ugly black cover of night
which is supposed to be,the beautiful dark blue.
Life made me forget it all
from happiness to sadness
from fault to fight.
i scream, i shout!, no one hears me
then i whisper to the cloulds
Life doesnt want to hear me.

Life is a gift
of sadness and happiness
galleries of smiles
shards of cries.evergreen tears
which no one gets to see
behind these eyes
i brace them behind
knowing that life has to leave me someday
knowing that its blind.

Life supports,life makes me fall
Life let me live,
but in someone else's shell
and so i do in ths trapped cell
life is fun, life is cruel
life is heaven,life is hell
all i learn from it
is it all fake?
im learning the same thing again and again.

Forget

Forget what?
The sweet feeling
the undenying hope?
which i once had,
Forget it?
Why is it always me?
to play the leading role
In this sad skit

Whenever you are beside me
or even in front
why dont i see the smile on your face?
How can i forget it?
not saying you never smiled,
but when ever i want you to
you just forget.
And then i tell myself to forget it.

Yes, i say that to myself
because i have even said
'undenying' hope..
which deny's me,my faith
forget hope , forget it

Each time i say
once more, maby its this time
the time which would leave
the present time behind
thats what i think for long hours.
with a cup of coffee i sit
next to hope, which deny's me
my faith.
and like always i sing to myself
'forget it'!

Run-snow patrol

I'll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go

You've been the only thing that's right

In all I've done

And I can barely look at you

But every single time I doI know

we'll make it anywhere

Away from here

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes

Makes it so hard not to cry

And as we say our long goodbyeI nearly do light up..

Slower slower

We don't have time for that

All I want is to find an easier way

To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear

We're bound to be afraid

Even if it's just for a few days

Making up for all this mess

an amazing song by snow patrol :) those were the lyrics.

Yawn...

a pic taken on 7th sep 2005 (me and sara) after teachers day prog,really like this pic.

Oh yes and thats our school uniform :P without a tie that is (right now). I usally post my friends pix on the nfs blog ,but just felt like posting this one here.i like this pic.. it kindaa gives a natural pose sorta thingee.. okay fine i admit it! i was jobless right now so thought of posting a pic on my blog!

Oh and please no sick add comments!

adios, and keep crapping :D

My silent companion.

It was raining the whole day today!(drizzle) its amazing!! i stayed outside for like an hour and now i have a slight head cold (isnt it wonderful) but who cares =D .it was amazing! been in the rain after like an year!the weather is cold. (i love the cold weather) ... the rain even washed my 'anger' away :)got my french exam tomorrow and here i am updating my blog.but the rain left a gloomy sort of a feeling inside me.. er hang on ! what am i saying? ..well it was a mix of joy and gloom.. i was alone maby thats why?.. but when the silent drops accompany you ,you dont really feel alone do you?and its still drizzing out side..and i guess we'll be having water fight in school tomorrow.. damn and i got a cold...Not a big fan of this picture but thats the best i could find if i do come across a good one ill definetly edit this post,it looks like fireworks..white ones :S :)..but still it does have something in it to catch my attention ,maby the dots in the black banckground it looks artistic. harry potters 4th movie will be released this friday ( ehhehe an entry about that too now )...okay im not getting any comments now since i blasted off those advertisment ones! ...now thats crap.. okay fine! you guys can have that crap advertising comment once in a while ...

gosh whats the world turning into?

im better off!!

Yea im still angry!!! anyways.ive been listening to ashlee simpson

alot lately.

i like they way she writes her lyrics,describing her life.

i enjoy her songs alot. pieces of me is a good number
and im always listening to lala specially when im angry

(like now for instance,and yea i am listening to (lala)!right now
she came up with two albums as yet 'autobiography' and 'i am me'

Okie here are the lyrics for better off. but seriously talking
i mean typing i dont really enjoy her live performances.

she 's dancing most of the time.

The sky has fallen And it's early in the morningBut it's ok somehow

I spilt my coffee, it wentAll over your clothes

I gotta wear mine now

And im always, always,always late

And my hair's a mess, Even when it's straight

But so what,I'm better off everyday

When i'm standing in the pouring rain,

I dont mindI think of you and everythings alright

I used to think i had it good

But now i know that i misunderstoodWith you I'd say,

i'm better off in every way

My friends keep callin

'They say, they say im stallin'

And they wanna meet you nowI tell them hell no,

i sayWe're tryin' to lay lowDon't wanna lose what i've found

Things are finally, finally lookin' up

Oh my feet are on the groundEven though im stuck

But so what,I'm better off everyday

When i'm standing in the pouring rain,

I dont mindI think of you and everythings alright

I used to think i had it goodBut now i know that i misunderstood

With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way

Things are finally, finally lookin' up

Oh my feet are on the ground

But so what,

'm better off everyday

When i'm standing in the pouring rain,

I dont mindI think of you and everythings alright

I used to think i had it good

But now i know that i misunderstood

With you I'd say, i'm better off in every wayYeah,

yeah Better off in every way

I'm better off in every way

I'm better off today

The sky has fallen

And it's early in the morning

But it's ok

angry right now

Arghhhhhhhhhh okay ill start like that!!
i dunno why im calm from the outside but hot bublin :P lava inside! Im sick of things!right now whatever is coming to my mind has a negative side to it! even this damn blog! why the hell am i posting? But i guess thats what a blog is all about type your crap feelings like a jackass!
okay the reason why im angry-
1) freaking exams are going on ..darn it!
2) girls are much much happier without guys!
3) misunderstandings! Everywhere!
4) natural disasters (yes natural disasters) took place in my country ,cant even watch TV... coz all i get to see is reports on the disaster BAAH!
6)i havent had a single dream since a week arghhhhh ( i love to dream )!!
5) my guitar always gets untuned ( i dunno why but atleast i learnt how to tune it ) *phew*
6) the internet speed is fast asleep , im not even sure if this entry would be published or not
7) Those weird comments i get on my blog -advertisments AAAAAAA ..keep away!
8) im not able to listen to songs .thats driving me crazy!! oh yea that is
9) again comes to guys... CONFUSION all around... they are so damn complicated and confuseing! darn them!
Okay comments are welcome here.. but ill delete like a mad old lady is they are adds! and i mean it coz when im - angry=wild=leave me alone=or pay the price!
toodles :@

dreams

Hmmm something other than poems or reviews :D.
alrite..surfing around google images i came across this very beautiful picture.
*okay before i describe it in my way let me tell you how obssesed i am with dreams*
I luv to dream when im asleep. And try my best to find out about the dream oracle and other stuff,Yea well its superstitious but i like this stuff.
How i connect this picture with a dream would go like...
Aim- Its like this little boats aim to reach the moon ,not on air but on water. Something possible a simple being could do,And it DOES look like the boat is going to pass right through it.
and how beautiful the shadow or reflection of the moon can be seen ,Its fascinating.and inspiring.
an aim is what?.. its also called ones dream.=) so here i conclude my crap about how this pic is connected to dreams -connected to-aims :)..Oh well.

Keeping aside aim... this could only happen in a dream..the misty,touch it gives makes me stare at it..and i keep staring till my eyes heart( hell yea:)) .. and the dull colors even thought being dull give an interesting reputatation...heheh well i will be back with more crap soon
(i got a habbit of saying'crap' now)

Reincarnated Witchcraft

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

..Michelle Branch..

Saturday, November 26, 2005

sad

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Life

Monday, November 21, 2005

Forget

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Run-snow patrol

Friday, November 18, 2005

Yawn...

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

My silent companion.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

im better off!!

Saturday, November 12, 2005

angry right now

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

dreams

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